How did you fall in love with him, can you tell me, please?

I kinda wish we didn't fall in love.

Well I wish I didn't fall in love with you, nobody would have thought I would do so. Falling in love with you.

I hate most of the things you do. I hate that you know what you want to be. I hate how understanding and caring you. I hate that you care about me as much as my friends if not more.

I hate that I love you so much, I w̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ d̶i̶e̶ will live for you.