Description
All the people in this world has a meaning to lived. But the world is just too cruel for us, we would faced a lot of challenges and circumstances and as a human being sometimes, we can't handle if what the real world gave us and that's the slap of reality. They said we have a life to live, but how can we live in life if the destiny always gave us a reason not to? For Javen Kherl Lopez, he always wanted things to get better even though he didn't know what to do. He always deprived the things and that is to be loved and cared by the people who are important to him. He always asked his self-worth and the purpose why he lived, he thought that, his whole life was just a dream a nightmare to be exact and he wants to wake up from his nightmare and if that's come to happen, he will buried it until he forget it. But no, because that was real and he feels like he was hit by a big rock. The real life was like a nightmare for him. But after all, he was just trusting the process of his life. Sure that he would be broke again into pieces but he was ready to pick up all the broken pieces and formed his self again. But what if, when he was in the process of healing he would meet someone? What if he would find another way to heal his wounds? What if that someone would be one of his coping mechanism? What if by the process of healing he would found himself falling on that guy? Falling in love with Matt Aeron Salvatore, would be surely another dangerous for him.
Prologue
