I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH

PLS DONT READ THIS IS SWEAR TO GOD THIS IS JUST ME TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WTF IM DOING BC I HAVE STORIES IN MY BRAIN BUT NOBODIES GONNA PROBABLY READ THEM BUT IDGAS BC I LIKE MAKING UP STORIES BC THERES A LOT OF STORIES THAT PPL DONT MAKE THAT I WANNA READ SO IM FORCED TO MAKE THEM IN MY HEAD AND IM LIKE "this would be a good book for myself" SO THATS THE ONLY REASON IM DOING THIS. also I have have correct spelling bc I hate ppl who have bad spelling. This book literraly me venting