tears falling down at the party, saddest little baby in the room..

Months after the "Message to Scott Cawthon" incident at alton towers, Ryan finds himself constantly remembering what had happened then. He never forgets the death of his friend. It hits him hard, constantly having him plagued by thoughts that keep him up at night.

One visit to his Baz's grave, however, changes the course within his mind..

Note: This is NOT a ship fic. Period. Don't expect any romance except for maybe MAYBE the side characters. Baz and Ryan are close friends. That's all.

This was originally written as a short story, but I might continue it.

Enjoy!