What does it mean to be a kid?

I grew up to fast for my own good nd now looking back at it my family stay pushing me to do shit that isn't right on my end and quit frantically I'm sick of it it's taking everything in me to not cut off all my family nd just be alone.

They always told me told me to grow tf up but now that I did and finally is they said why I didn't be a kid well maybe if y'all never neglected me and basically forced me out of an early childhood I wouldn't have turned out this way🤷🏽‍♀️

My childhood was ripped away from me bless all you kids that's still growing up.