No puedo dormir, pero seguramente a ti eso te dé igual(Parte 1:Original)

I just want to write my thoughts and feelings. I've never written before a book or whatever this is. I don't think anyone will read this but I want to keep my midnight thoughts in a place where maybe someone feel the same. I think some of them are childlish and I will feel quite embarrassed with this but please be kind.
I'll write in Spanish and English and I'll try to translate some of them.
(English is not my mother tongue so please be kind and I'm sorry if there are some misspellings)