The inside, secret part of me is many things, but especially these: 1) Crazy. Not in a casual or mild way. I mean completely freaking insane. 2) Observant. That's the nice way of putting it; I would actually describe it as paranoid. 3) Intelligent. Incredibly so. I haven't taken over the world yet because- 4) Sentimental. My inner self is so sentimental and goddamn sensitive that I've never been able to throw away letters from the eighth grade because they had the words 'your secret admirer' at the end. Or something equally ridiculous. Seriously, send me a letter like that now (barely two years later- how much I've changed in such a short time!) and I'll shove it straight up your ass. 5) Eternally PMSing. My inner self is bitchy all the goddamn time. Fortunately (I think) there is a filter between my inner self and the one that's on display. 6) Loyal. To the goddamn core. Even if I don't even know you, I'd still stick up for you, and there is no way I'd ever turn my back on you. I'd rather die. 7) Growing. My inner self may be very far ahead, but I still have a long way to go. 8) Depressed. Suicidal. Whatever you want to call it, that's what I am. It's annoying as hell sometimes (OK, most of the time. Basically when I'm not having a moment.) this one is possibly the one that affected my life the most, especially after my parents left. And on that note, we can begin.