the new guy ch.1

"Life is unpredictable and control is just an illusion. And it makes us feel small and powerless."

But when control becomes to much people get hurt

It turned into something bigger
Somewhere in the haze, got a sense I'd been betrayed
Your finger on my hair pin triggers
Soldier down on that icy ground
Looked up at me with honor and truth
Broken and blue, so I called off the troops
That was the night I nearly lost you
I really thought I lost you