Pending Love or Denial for Love

Pending is a shamble of a problematic romance love story in the voice of one's head. At first no sense is made but the more you read and think about it, it's as if you ponder what's pending .
These short story's are a reality in one's head as if your over thinking with some truth spread throughout that of the real world events in which have happened. Switch between the old and current people in one's life that share the same name, it becomes easy to read but difficult to understand, Unless your like me and have been through it all before.