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Love, hate, lies, abuse. When will this endless curse finally break. When will I finally be free of my past? When will I get to move on. Those questions I kept asking myself without searching for an answer. Numebers and murders and love and hate and so much more. I've been dealing with since he came. Since he came and ruined everything. But did he really? Did he really ruined everything, or was he just starting to repear what's been ruined years ago? By me, by me fears, by my angers. "Sunflower, break free," mom said. I want to. And I'm left with one choice, break free and lose everyhting. Or do what I've been doing my whole life, ignoring the pain. I don't want to run from myself anymore, I really don't. I hate it. "I can make you strong enough sweetheart. I can show you how powerful you are," he would tell me. And I was dumb for trying to depend on him, but now I now. Even though it all started with a number, he was the beginning, but I'll be the end. Warning: this story contains scenes of murder, sexual abuse and vulgar and offensive language. It may offend the most sensitive.
rewriting!!!
