Why would you?

This is a juicy x reader
⚠️SMUT⚠️
⚠️Cussing!⚠️
⚠️Self Harm⚠️
⚠️attempted suicide⚠️
⚠️Drugs⚠️
⚠️alcohol⚠️
⚠️abuse⚠️
This will be very crazy so don't be surprised if there's more warnings in certain parts 💀