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"Will you handle it? Because after 30 days it will be difficult. You can bail, I am cool with anything you choose. You know, you can't say, "no I'll just do 30 days but I'll control myself." No you can't: it's practically impossible so choose wisely because there is no turning back." He tells me. I let out a long breath but I am still confident that I will be good after this.

This warning he gives me attracts me to him more. Like a firefly to fire or a vampire to blood. My rational side let's me know to run for the hills but the curiosity overpowers all reason. I need to see how this turns out. Will it be as he says or can I actually get out of the web I've managed to trap myself in.