Chapter 1

"Lost in the future we had. It's over, it's over but I'll always be invaded by you"

3rd January 2014
I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I will never get tired of saying it. I miss waking up next to you, five minutes before you so I can watch you sleeping, see your face, listening to your short breath. I miss your curses and moans in protest because of the alarm-clock. I miss the soft you gave me every day as a 'good morning love' and then telling me that I should shave my beard.
I can't help but think of the last time when I saw you. Now it's been almost three months. You were and are my everything. You were and are the only one.
Ed.