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𝗗𝗔𝗞𝗢𝗧𝗔 𝗠𝗜𝗟𝗟𝗘𝗥 I wanted fame. I wanted to be seen. I was tired of doing nothing, being seen as no one, and having nothing to live for. This was all I ever wanted, to be...out there, but not like this. I didn't want to share a stage with a band that I couldn't even call my own. With a girl I couldn't fucking stand. And It didn't matter that we made mindblowing music together, or that we had the type of chemistry to spark a fire, or that she made me feel too many things at once...because in the end, whatever happens between us won't last. She won't last. 𝗦𝗬𝗟𝗩𝗜𝗘 𝗘𝗟𝗟𝗜𝗦 I was obsessed with someone I loathed. A girl who hated me- who thought I was the person the tabloids made me out to be. I wasn't going to try and prove myself to her, because I didn't give a shit what she thought about me. She didn't matter. What mattered was my music. My reputation. My life. And if I had to have her around me 24/7 to ensure that my career would soar, then I'd do it. She needed me, not the other way around. And I'd do everything in my power to keep it that way. **this is a gxg book, so beware and read tags**
Ecstasy
