funeral ballad

"i just want to keep calling your name until you come back home."

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how does one ever stop the guilt? do you just continue your life in a vicious cycle of deliberations?

wondering what could've happened if you stayed home that night, or if you and your childhood best friend stayed close. If you didn't go to that show, what might have happened if you didn't leave the party early, what might have been if you'd only gotten there one minute earlier. . .

life is just one vicious cycle of loss and longing and pain and regret.

[stranger things: 1x01 - 3x08]
[an alison byers stand alone]