Missing you every day, C

I just want to write letters to the love of my life (we are not together anymore) but my feelings are the same as the ones I had the day I met him. I'm not brave enough to text him, so this is the only way I have to get my feelings out.
Sorry If I make grammar mistakes, but English is not my first language, but it is his native language. My English is not that bad, that's why I decided to write in English.