Chapter 1, Not Late

Jay, your average teenage boy, just trying his best to live life. He has his best friend Rocky. but he feels he keeps dragging him down. Rocky is a proud and openly gay person, while Jay is so far in denial he is convinced he's straight.
However..
Is this a blossoming love story, or a certain boys back story?

WARNINGS FOR THIS STORY:
There are mentions of homophobia, transphobia, abuse, self harm, alcoholism, and much more.