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'And I'd choose you... in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I'd find you and choose you' - Kiersten White ' Dear Sid, I miss you.... I write this every time, but this yearning hasn't lessened a bit in the past 10 years! Every morning, I miss your warm embrace under the sheets and every evening, I miss your laughter ringing in my ears... Sweetheart, do you know what the most painful thing is ? I am starting to forget the feel of your lips on mine.... and the rhythm of your heart when I lay my face on your chest... I know you'll never read this.. It's not possible, but can you come back to me?? I wanted to follow you after your death, but Sam, OUR son holds me back... I am hurting every moment, but not once I regret choosing this... choosing you... Yours forever Abhishek' Elsewhere.... ' I am sorry Abhi, I had to leave you behind.... But, it is for your own good, my proximity took away everything from you... your family, career, passion, everything you cherished.... and gave you only pain.. Everyone now believes me to be dead, well, that's not false entirely... Siddharth died the day he left his Abhishek. I am just a shell... holding onto your memories..I'll never stop loving you, even though I am not worthy of your love... I loved my son more than my life, but in the end, he lost his life... I didn't want to hurt you more.. But Abhi, this Siddharth of yours never regretted choosing you.. never even once... Perhaps, this is the best arrangement between us.... This is a BL (Boys love) novel set in India, where the older generation is sadly a tad bit homophobic. The characters and buildings in this story are purely fictional. Any resemblance to persons, trusts, families or companies is purely coincidential
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