Prologue

I love you so much..... but I can't love you......
Everyone i have loved was taken away from me.....
I can't stand to lose you..... You mean so much to me....
I will die if you aren't with me....
It hurts to say... but I can't love anyone....
One by one, they get taken away.....
So... please stay away...
I will always love you no matter what...
Even if we have to stay away...
I have a decision to stay or leave.
I decided to leave so you will be safe..
If you read my love.....
Most cactus are sharp, but my cactus has my heart <3

Love,
Sara