It's Been A Year

Back In time he used to be happy.
Joel Hokka is one of the two singers of Blind Channel.
Everyone knows that he doesn't like to talk about his life and is a really pessimistic person but what is going on is that he is hiding something big from the world that he doesn't want them to find out. Only persons to know are his friends and family which he doesn't allow them to offer him help and instead he keeps pushing himself in a huge deep black hole of misery.
Will he manage to be happy after what he has went through?

Warning: This story contains stronger language, swearing