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"I need to put myself first Indi!", I scream, shoving her arms of me. Swallowing back the lump in my throat, I grab my bag off of her bed and make my way towards the door. She yanks me back, holding my back to her chest. "Wait, what the fuck do you mean?", her voice cracking as she speaks, a long silence settles between us before she speaks again. "You know I need you mamas. Come on Rainy, please. I swear to you, imma do better." I turn to face her teary eyes, she looks so broken it hurts my heart to see her this way but this is something that needs to happen. I pull her face down to mine. I place a kiss on her lips. Her forehead. Her eyes. Her cheeks. Her chin. "I need to or you're going to break me, and I can't stand the thought of hating you."