Description
meet Choi Jun-Li or "Van" after Vincent Van Gogh because of his love of painting and his depressed nature, also because one of his brothers is named Theo, how fitting. his other little brother is named Lars and they all live with their parents, who are always 'busy with work' or are out on date nights, too preoccupied for their own children. when Jun isn't at school or taking care of his younger brothers, he's usually hanging out with his best friends, Lena, Kamal, and Arin. Sometimes they all go to parties and his friends have fun. but for Jun, it's different. he's there to turn off that horrible feeling deep in his bones. by getting trashed and hooking up with anyone willing, he's able to numb that part of him if only for 20 minutes. and to him, it's worth it. until Arin, one of his earlier mentioned best friends, starts to invade his every thought(and personal space). with this new development, Jun's escape from his horrid thoughts and feelings only seems to make things worse. can Arin help Jun-Li face his feelings head on or will he only make things harder for our sweet and delusional pansexual 17 y/o? - I'm bad at descriptions :( sorry lol this book is for ages around 15 & up and includes some mature themes such as minor sexual content, cursing/swearing, drug use, alcohol abuse, child neglect and emotional abuse, and subjects relating to mental illness, suicidal tendencies/attemps, and self harm. this is an lgbtq+, boyxboy book with lots of diverse characters of different races, gender identities, and sexual orientations, etc. dont like it? don't read it! simple as that :) those of you who do read, i hope you enjoy <3 if you do, plz vote and feel free to share your thoughts in the comments!! (lowercase intended)
chapter one
