Introduction

"Your disgusting"

"God doesn`t even love you"

"No one will ever love you"

"Why don`t you just die?"

Insults like these from strangers doesn`t effect me that much.

But when it comes from my own family? It was enough to KILL me.

But then I met him, and my life changed...for the good..and the worst.

**Trigger Warnings: Self Harm, Suicide attempts and Depression**

**Contains: Homophobic language, Homophobia, Religious views, Discrimination, Hate Crimes**