My... new life?

You are/were the friend of a shut-in NEET. Hearing about his death made you sad, depressed even, sure he was a asshole at times but a friend nonetheless. You cared about his health, mentally and physically, yo knew why he was a NEET. You've tried multiple times to cheer him up, only to get a cold response. "Maybe, I can be a better friend in my next life. If I die will be able to help him again? Will I get a chance to help him if the same issue arises in his next life? I can only knew if I die.... I'm sorry for my selfish desires, Mom, Dad. Sis, Little bro. I'm truly sorry."

I do not own Mushoku Tensei. Please no sue me.