I've never had a boyfriend and I'm 17! Part. 1

Sydney Clarke has liked one guy for as long as she can remember. She's never had a boyfriend because of her overprotective brother and when things go wrong she's left with only one. After facing many life threatening events and losses Sydney starts to lose hope on herself and life. Can the one guy she's loved all this time convince her that there is more to life than what she's been given?