Introduction

Jujutsu kasien and HunterxHunter don't belong to me. They belong to their rightful owners Gege Akutami and Yoshihiro Togashi.

" Who wants their whole life planned out for them" quote from Killua from HXH

" I want to know how it is to live a normal life"
"I only joined because of my best friend itadori other than that I can say screw the rules"
"Am I not good enough?"
"Why must things be this way am I that useless"

*Disclaimer warning * this story will have triggers because it's Killua's past. The triggers would be abuse, self-harming, being suicidal, insecurity, and there swearing of course. Also, no adultery. There will also be gore.