I Am The Gatekeeper

I am the Gatekeeper, the guider of lost souls, the commander of fate and afterlife, it is I who judge.
Never had I ever thought that my choices would land me in the heavenly hell, now I 'm stuck as the Gatekeeper for eternity in the null realm as my punishment but I can feel it that the gods have something much worse in there wallet for me. Would I ever be able to leave this place?