Author's note

This is my obsessive life, and the most important thing is that I have never allowed myself to cry. Despite my best efforts to distract myself from LIE-LA, it seems to be working. My determination grows stronger, propelling my career to new heights. I have become the Badass Ice Princess, commanding respect and fear from those around me.

However, beneath this icy exterior, there are secrets and feelings waiting to be discovered in my future. These hidden truths and suppressed emotions will test my strength and force me to confront my vulnerabilities. No matter how much I try to bury them, they will eventually demand my attention.

In my relentless pursuit of success, I have focused solely on my achievements, neglecting the depths of my own emotions. But as time goes on, I will encounter individuals who see beyond the façade, challenging me to face my true self. These connections will force me to reassess my beliefs about trust and vulnerability.

Opening myself up to others and allowing them to support me can lead to personal growth and healing. It won't be easy to let my guard down.

Strength doesn't mean facing everything alone. It means embracing my true self and accepting the support of those who genuinely care about me. Sharing my burdens and trusting others will lighten the load and provide much-needed relief.

So, as I continue on this obsessive path, I will remember that it's okay to let my guard down and acknowledge my feelings. The secrets and emotions that lie ahead may be difficult to face, but they hold the potential for growth, connection, and a deeper understanding of myself.