Introduction

When you can't have something you want so bad, it's easier to pretend you didn't want it in the first place
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On the outside, Eliza Ioannidi is cool and collected: she's a smart engineering student, responsible, and drama-free.

On the inside, she's trying hard to keep it all from falling apart.

After the fallout with her best friend and the non-passing grades on her progress card, Eliza finds herself wondering if she ever was the perfect girl everyone thinks she is. Too scared of failure and loss, she begins thinking that maybe the safest option is not trying at all.