The start of the Ending

Our mind kind has this thing called 'negativity bias' in which we tend to remember the sad old days than the happy ones.

Well, now I know it is indeed true because ever since it all happened which I don't even understand and don't even know why, he never left in my thoughts ever since.

I never thought we would end up in like this. I tend to be far away from him. I avoid all his stares and such. 'Cause God, I hate him! I hate him so much right now. And I hate that I still love him, and If only I could turn back in time to alter or change it, I would because in the end, he just broke my heart.