Chapter 1

Pain. You absorb it and you learn from it. But why is it that we so easily absorb the pain that, we let it take over us that we go through some type of depression and we suffer through it all. That it's harder to learn and overcome something than it is to take over us. And I think to myself does this make me weak? That I just give up that I stop trying to be happy because why is it so much harder to be happy than it is to suffer I don't understand this world and how it works and you can call me young and naive but you can't tell me that there's not too much pressure on a teenager or on a person in general. But this story well this story is my story and how she came and absorbed all my pain herself.