Chapter Zero

When i met Joshua, my life changed. He showed me happiness. Taught me that I could get better. That my impossible problems could be fixed. He made me fall in love with him. And that love was powerful, unlike any i had felt before. With him i never had to worry or overthink. Everything was different. I loved him. And he loved me. I will never stop loving him.
26 days ago Joshua died. I held him in my arms, while the air left his lungs. I remember feeling the warmth of his blood all over my body. Kissing his forehead and trying to keep my sobs quiet while we waited for the ambulance. Begging him to keep his eyes open.
I will never stop loving him. And i will never forgive the people who took him away from me.