Book of choices

I admit... I'm stupid... dumb... worthless... but why?
Why do I mean nothing?
Was every word you spoke to me a lie?
You were the one who called me 'yours'!
Yet...
your the one who also called me nothing...
maybe everything was in my head...
but...
if I could turn back time...
I would still want to meet you...
fall in love with you...
because even if it hurts...
you were my joy...
my everything...
if I'd ever let someone in...
even if it's just to break me...
I would only let you in...
because...
id die for you...
love is stupid...
it makes people stupid...
but I don't regret it...