took it to heart

mew toma knew of his sexual orientation for has long has he could remember, when he was too be only 15 he thought his lost his virginity in love to know other wise, his best friend kirka numita, was there by his side from when they were young to when they grew up to be 20, to always be defending him to also lift him up has he was starting to become a very cynical person. mew always hung out with kirka, however the one thing he came to despise was his younger homophobic brother gulf numita, however if he wished to be close to his best friend he had to deal. one day something is too end up happening between mew and gulf what shall that be?