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" I'm not suicidal but I don't wanna fuking die. I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright but every day I feel like DYING! EVERY DAY I FEEL LIKE DYING! "

It's fate that brought you here and found this story, you might actually like it who knows. I'm sorry if you can relate.

⚠️ TW mental health issues ⚠️

English isn't my first language so you can point out any mistakes, I would be thankful ;)