Prologue

This world is my biggest nightmare, I stand alone in this society and I thought no one can save me anymore.

But he came, he became the best thing I never haved and he is my worst memory that I want to repeat.

"Sinabi mo saakin na iaahon mo ako!! sinabi mo aayusin mo'ko!! B-bakit..bakit parang lalo lamang akong lumubog? bakit parang hindi na ako makahinga? bakit parang lalong lumala?... naniwala ako sa'yo k-kahit hindi ako sigurado kasi sabi mo alam mo 'yung pakiramdam, sabi mo alam mo kung gaano kasakit.."