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Dear mom, So here I am back to you after a drastic shitty day. I really don't understand why life is so unfair, you know. You know, me, Tris Parker has to go back to the life I left three years ago. You died that year, I had got separated to my twin, I left dad when he needed me the most, I left my best friends helpless and didn't give them a chance to prove their friendship by standing by my side and providing a shoulder to cry though it all went unnoticed and uncared for. I got here in Boston to change my life and start a new life. I missed and still miss my old life in California but I think it's too late to reconnect everything I left. We were in contact with each other but it had become more of a formality. I am now going back for my fathers wedding and spending my last year of high school again with those bunch of friends but now it won't be like the past, we all would be grown up and apparently there is going to be an addition in the family as my new step mother has kids of herself. So yeah I am boarding a Flight day after tomorrow to California and once again running from my ordeal like a weak person. I am leaving my horrified past here again and building myself with guilt , sadness, fear, loneliness and anger. I would really miss the freedom i got here, my high school here as it was really fun to witness all pranks and mainly my two idiotic best friends here you know- Hailey and Danny. They were basically my support system here and the one who used to make me feel home. So basically I am looking forward to tomorrow's farewell and my last day here lifting the weight of fear and anxiety to restart it where I left. I couldn't be the strong person you wished for me to become mom. I am sorry for that. I miss you mom. Love, Tris.
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