One year

What if? I ask myself. What if I didn't meet Tobias? I wouldn't be so miserable right now. What if? What if I never came back to Chicago because of Ky? Then I wouldn't be in this Situation. What if? What if Tobias didn't cheat? Would we still be in the same place. So many what ifs run through my mind. But the one what if that I can't leave alone. What if I never met him in the first place? I could've saved so much pain. What if