🌻 Chapter 1 🌻

I was too happy that I begain to wonder if I was even allowed to be this happy.

She never loved me in the first place but then I wondered 'Do I lovemyself?'
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Everytime I look at myself it becomes hard to love you even a little bit.

How can I ever be good at loving someone when I can't lovemyself.
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I know we always argued on useless things but how did this argument turn out like this?
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I am hurt, can you not see?
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It's like holding water in my plam, I can't help then to let it go.
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I have tried to kill this feelings, but it never seems to work.
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I am fading.
I think those white people finally caught me.
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"Help....please," I whispered to the familiar figure staring at me.
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"But I was such a fool not to realise it then."
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Now that I think about it, maybe back then if I was a little bit wise would everything be different now.
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Little did I know what I was searching elsewhere, was always with me.

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She thought he was perfect, little did she know he considered himself as a "shattered glass."

He thought she was perfect, little did he know she considered herself as an "ugly sidekick."

They never knew they were made for eachother. A pair made form above? But why did they never work out in the first place? And their own insecurities and self-hatred was the answer.

They never had a cue that, they always had a mask of their own when they were together, hiding beneath all those wounds and scars that they didn't want eachother to see.