first tea party

I do not own Re: zero that is owned by Tappei Nagatsuki. I started writing this after the other fanfic. heard of one loop in the Re: Zero series that Tappei Nagatsuki said Subaru attributed it as reality closest to hell. If you haven't already guessed from the cover, this story takes place in episode 11 season 2 the episode where Emilia goes insane. I immediately wanted to throw my character into it to see if he would survive this hell. I was kinda embarrassed writing it at first. But I put a lot of effort and emotion into it. I remember one time while I was writing I had eaten nothing that entire day, was coming down from a pretty high Adderall dose, and was withdrawing due to forgetting to take certain medications. The characters were in a similar situation, thus adding realism to the story. Also, I was able to channel my emotion onto my writing. The result was a very authentic very hard to recreate product. Thus I cannot let it go to waste. Also, the parts are either going to be very long or short. Also, some of this rides off of my other fanfic so read that one too. Enjoy