Not your fault

Everything was his fault. It was his fault his body was weak. His fault for the lighter looking so appetizing. His fault for wanting to burn. It was always his fault, and he deserved the hurt.

Or, when Jisung has a really, really bad day. His body keeps failing him, and he isn't able to act like himself. He wants to die, but he won't kill himself.

He is sicker than he seems.