Chapter 1: I am...

nos·tal·gia
näˈstaljə,nəˈstaljə/
noun
a sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations.

at·tach·ment
əˈtaCHmənt/
the condition of being attached to something or someone, in particular.
an affectionate relationship between two people.

"Am I really attached to the past?"