Hurting

TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM, MENTIONS OF TORTURE, MENTIONS OF ILLNESS, DEATH, PANIC ATTACKS, SWEARING (and possibly more, please do NOT say i didn't warn you.)

The Major General has been off, everyone knew, even the young Frenchman. Everyone has their reasons to sad, depressed or upset with themselves. Lafayette was all three, however, for a different reason.

He takes his grief and anger out on himself, his sensitive skin and breaking his young mind, all while thinking he deserves it. It takes his adoptive brothers and father to convince him otherwise.

(This story is to be cross-posted on Archive of our Own/Ao3, but you guys get a sneak peak! Come vibe with me and my other fanfics on Ao3 @BlackOut_BiCurious :D)