Winter Harmony

I wrote these and wanted honest opinions on them so I'm making this. these are very special to me, so please don't steal or plagiarize them.
If something is in bold, italics, and underline, then it's an author's note for a bit of background.
A lot of these will probably sound bad/angry/sad, but I promise I don't have a bad family life or anything, I just have problems with controlling my emotions and this is how I cope with it.
Please comment any advice you have for me, constructive criticism is very helpful! Be honest, but not mean.
just letting y'all know, this is all because of @taliethecactus's poem about @ihaveajuicebox