Dear Journal

poor Zayn has nasty bipolar depression, constantly angry, constantly crying, constantly wishing to die.
all he has seemed to accomplish is reaching the end to several dozen journals and art books filled with words and sketches and pill bottles and prescriptions listed with useless drugs.
He lives his life trying to avoid the source of his pain by just living through it.
till he's given a big dose of liam,
the first medication to truly cure depression.