Part 1

Severus is tired.

Hes in a relationship that is purely conventional and hes tired of living a life without light.

His husband however is scared.

Scared that if he gets too close he'll accidentally show the affection he held so dear for his husband.

Its a idiot in love and a tired chemist who wishes his husband would try.

So james makes it his personal mission to get severus snape in love with him again.