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how i feel and felt , words can't describe it - that time i will always remember the time that i really want to just don't ever wanna exist, i need to switch schools to make my grade up and learn english. I was third grade when i get to that school it was like horrible and very hard to me leaving your loved ones it was just filled with beautiful memories. The first day of school , pain everything was pain and my mind was very filled with social anxiety but there where nice and heart warming people.Then assembly begins then my mom says cover your scars with your hair so they don't got to be disgusted or judging me but i was little i can't understand everything i thought they will love me for who i am and how i was but they did not . It's not their fault that they didn't welcomed me it was mine because i hated socializing , will they talk behind my back , am i not good enough i wasn't good enough either sorry . I thought that teacher and everyone jugding me i got that feeling i was good with my lessons and i made a friends that i thought it understands me but it did not happened, what i understand is that i told every problems i had with it and when it comes to tomorrow it doesn't remember i understood that hearing and listening is not the same. I did not understand why people judge people by their looks and body , wealth then i got my days having social anxiety but we heard that there were new korean doctors coming to mongolia and we quickly gone to surgery with my face and i was sleeping ,eating and the fact that my parents were in china but that doesn't affected me but what kept in my mind is that i will become pretty i will make friends and that happened i was like had more friends and loved ones as i expected but people staring at me but understood that all of the people have insecurities and scars that does or doesn't show and everyone is not perfect but people affected me so much it is crazy how words can hurt and change people. - - thank you so much <3
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