Chapter 1: Again...

Longing...
Rusted...
Seventeen...
Daybreak...
Furnace...
Nine...
Benign...
Homecoming...
One...
Freight car...
These words repeated in my head. Everyday.
I wanted to forget.
I couldn't. I never could.
I am a monster. That's what I was.
I am all alone. Right?
(This story may not follow up with some of the events and this somehow took a major turn in events from what I planned at the very beginning, but just so yall are aware, this person is a winter soldier, and it is not a love story between Bucky and her. Somehow it ended up being with someone else who you'd really probably never guess)