; chapter 1

To be an obedient child, Choi Y/N obey what her overprotective parents instruct her to trapped herself in her house for over 10 years based the secret her parents hiding behind her.

But who knows what Y/N going through her life as an indoor girl?

Without schooling, friends, freedom, first love and experience evoke the feel of sadness, loneliness and depression that slowly consume her into a suicidal thoughts. More suicidal thoughts creep in her mind then more scars gaining on her arms.

Throughout years suffering of suicide disorder, she thought she would never have a chance to live happily until she met a boy who moved next to her house, Kim Taehyung.

Y/N's whole life changed after becoming the next door boy's best friend but... Will Taehyung figure out the mental illness that Y/N suffering to? Is there any chance for Y/N to find out the secret her parents has been hiding for?

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⚠️ Content/Trigger warning ⚠️

This book contains :
- suicide
- anxiety
- murder
- little smut
- self harm
- depression
- dysfunctional family relationship
- swearing

⚠️ I recommend you to not read this book if you sensitive with any of these themes ⚠️

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Started : 20/4/2021
Last update : 1/1/2022
Finished : 29/11/2023