chapter one

'You know what your problem is? You're reckless. You're impulsive. You don't think before you make decisions. Every choice you make, someone gets hurt. That someone is always you and I'm tired of it. Do you ever wonder why you feel like you have no one left in your life? Because not only do you nearly kill yourself with every fucked up decision, you kill apart of those who care about you. So if you don't tell me what the fucking matter is, you're just gonna fall and you're gonna keep falling cause no one's ever gonna be there to catch you. or at least, not anymore.'